Thoughts while feeling the impending full moon lunar eclipse in capricorn.
Creating for yourself as a designer can feel so foreign vs channeling the art for clients.
Naimonu James’ recent post brought me some clarity on the lies conditioned betrayal of self will tell you. On the spells that can be placed upon you, that you may un/consiously put on yourself.
Relaunching my website felt insanely personal this time. Creating powerful artwork when everyone these days is “creating artwork” feels different, unimportant but still crazy important for me to do.
Navigating how to explain that I’m just trying to heal myself every day and show you in a way how I’m doing it. Not giving birth for profit, but also profiting from birth/creation.
Learning more about our ancestors and reawakening to my true self,
remembering my child self, and walking as my new self.
All of it feels good and bad and uncomfortable.
Which brings me to the cards. The lotus cards were created as a way to introduce and connect the dots of higher self awareness. Putting answers in plain sight, teaching magic, but also just making it because I want it to exist. Layering everything on top of everything so you can see it, if you overstand what you’re seeing.
I like that you can play any card game with them and the symbols are released. I’ve been using tarot for myself for years now, but still haven’t found “my deck.” I also recently began studying fortune telling techniques through a standard deck— so I created one that I can use as I continue to learn how to truly read the cards. One that can evolve as I evolve.
One that feels like me, not like you.
Next comes the atum almanac — but I will let that simmer a little more.